WOW.
okay i'm only ranting here.
i'm ignoring the fact that i haven't posted in almost an entire year.
And during this LONG LONG LONG period of time I have changed quite a lot.
College life's been hell, with all the crazies and the soddy relationships and the fake smiles.
But God has been faithful, and His grace is always enough for me.
Hmm, praying for the church. Praying that we will not fall back into complacency.
Already i see we have lost our focus, and I must say I am greatly at fault, with all the biknik planning.
It is difficult to pull yourself out of the hype and laughter, but its about time we lived for the Lord, not for ourselves
Mama was speaking about how she received the message that only Jesus is real, all the rest of us are fake.
She actually said it OUT LOUD, not to herself in the corner, during prayer meeting.
In front of the people whom we often see as saints.
okay i'm only ranting here.
i'm ignoring the fact that i haven't posted in almost an entire year.
And during this LONG LONG LONG period of time I have changed quite a lot.
College life's been hell, with all the crazies and the soddy relationships and the fake smiles.
But God has been faithful, and His grace is always enough for me.
Hmm, praying for the church. Praying that we will not fall back into complacency.
Already i see we have lost our focus, and I must say I am greatly at fault, with all the biknik planning.
It is difficult to pull yourself out of the hype and laughter, but its about time we lived for the Lord, not for ourselves
Mama was speaking about how she received the message that only Jesus is real, all the rest of us are fake.
She actually said it OUT LOUD, not to herself in the corner, during prayer meeting.
In front of the people whom we often see as saints.
It wasn't pleasant to hear, not even for me, who merely serves in the worship team and youth ministry.
I can't imagine how stinging it would have felt for those who actually lead this church.
But after God mercifully helped these feelings of indignation subside, I was able to step on my pride and
receive the true message that God wanted to tell me this very morning.
NO MORE FALSE PRETENSE.
Whether it is in school, in church.
Enough is enough, I really want to see change.
ps, hmm, i'm thinking keyboard lessons...
And reaching out to that one girl everyone avoids.
- Mood:
full
i just realised ( well not just, maybe like last night) that it is impossible to post with an i touch
i spent at least fifteen minutes trying to type but it wouldn't work :(
so sooner or later, i had to give up
it's been a crazy month
but whatever that happens around me doesn't really concern me directly ( strictly speaking)
however, it's been affecting many people who are very dear to me.
"let it go, let it roll right off your shoulder"
but the hardest part ain't over
sometimes i just wanna close my eyes and pretend i know nothing
on a lighter note:D
CAMERON HIGHLANDS NEXT WEEK!
can't wait to slurp kimchi ramen in chilly weather and look up at the blue blue sky :)
then the very day after i come back.........
KOREA!!!! :):):)
the good thing is, my family doesn't have to plan anything for this!
auntie dorcas is doing all the preparations and planning
so all we have to do is sit back and have FUN
and guess what.
IT'S MY FIRST TIME I AM COMING INTO CONTACT WITH SNOW!!!!
MUAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA
I might sound like an extreme no-lifer but i am truly excited.
Sixteen years and i haven't seen snow, not even fake snow at snow city
the closest i've got to experiencing things fallling down in great masses that isn't
rain is at tanglin mall :D haha BUBBLE SNOW
just pray that i dont freeze there :)
I end by praying that everyone could be together laughing again, that's my only hope :)
ps. It seems we don't have a proper group photo eh? someday.....
i spent at least fifteen minutes trying to type but it wouldn't work :(
so sooner or later, i had to give up
it's been a crazy month
but whatever that happens around me doesn't really concern me directly ( strictly speaking)
however, it's been affecting many people who are very dear to me.
"let it go, let it roll right off your shoulder"
but the hardest part ain't over
sometimes i just wanna close my eyes and pretend i know nothing
on a lighter note:D
CAMERON HIGHLANDS NEXT WEEK!
can't wait to slurp kimchi ramen in chilly weather and look up at the blue blue sky :)
then the very day after i come back.........
KOREA!!!! :):):)
the good thing is, my family doesn't have to plan anything for this!
auntie dorcas is doing all the preparations and planning
so all we have to do is sit back and have FUN
and guess what.
IT'S MY FIRST TIME I AM COMING INTO CONTACT WITH SNOW!!!!
MUAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA
I might sound like an extreme no-lifer but i am truly excited.
Sixteen years and i haven't seen snow, not even fake snow at snow city
the closest i've got to experiencing things fallling down in great masses that isn't
rain is at tanglin mall :D haha BUBBLE SNOW
just pray that i dont freeze there :)
I end by praying that everyone could be together laughing again, that's my only hope :)
ps. It seems we don't have a proper group photo eh? someday.....
- Mood:
hopeful
today my papa came back from canada
tomorrow him and me mama are heading off for israel
HELP ME
so my dad bought me a BEAR :D:D:D
its burgundy and absolutely grumpy
but i love it!
here a family photo :)

the big brown was bought when i was like 12? at isetan :D
the blondie was given as a birthday present when i still hang out with my cousins and my auntie remembers my birthday
the scgs bear
and bear from new york :D
alright chingoos
here's the little one!
that's the mom running behind




so adorable! :):) the poor little one getting squished by it's mama's fat butt :)
twelve more days to fat day
one more day to music practical and parents christian bailing on me
26 more days to the national exams
heh i dont really care about countdowns
tomorrow him and me mama are heading off for israel
HELP ME
so my dad bought me a BEAR :D:D:D
its burgundy and absolutely grumpy
but i love it!
here a family photo :)
the big brown was bought when i was like 12? at isetan :D
the blondie was given as a birthday present when i still hang out with my cousins and my auntie remembers my birthday
the scgs bear
and bear from new york :D
alright chingoos
here's the little one!
so adorable! :):) the poor little one getting squished by it's mama's fat butt :)
twelve more days to fat day
one more day to music practical and parents christian bailing on me
26 more days to the national exams
heh i dont really care about countdowns
- Mood:
cynical
as everyone in THE ENTIRE school knows
we have an ang moh teacher:
PETER NAEFF
okay so he's often been the topic of our canteen table
and so this is the quote of the day
I WANT IN BODY
By jillian terese teo :D
the catch is, she said it so quickly it sounded like
I WANT HIS BODY
which is awfully disturbing if you think about it, in all aspects :D
i'm so sorry jillian but it was a request by the canteen table :)
we have an ang moh teacher:
PETER NAEFF
okay so he's often been the topic of our canteen table
and so this is the quote of the day
I WANT IN BODY
By jillian terese teo :D
the catch is, she said it so quickly it sounded like
I WANT HIS BODY
which is awfully disturbing if you think about it, in all aspects :D
i'm so sorry jillian but it was a request by the canteen table :)
- Mood:
blank
i can honestly say nothing about my absence
an apology is so not enough :D so i'll just dive right in :)
i've just found out how disgusting caviar is
BUT
the STRANGE thang is... i still like it!
GOSH stone me people stone me.
enjoying sushi for 5 dollars and fifty cents
seriously, taka's cold storage sushi is THE BEST :)
and cheap at the same time! double happiness :)
BUT the yoghurt there is KILLING my wallet! it's like 6 dollars thirty for the
wonderful marigold tub :(:(:( the price to pay for a yoghurt lover: money.
PETER AND KELDA's wedding today. i was sooooo underdress.
LOUNGE SUIT was the attire.
BUT i sorta looked like some korean girly thing person
haha we started grabbing food without queuing during the reception cause well
we'll have to blame that on Jeremy .... he gave us the courage to snatch
cream puffs and sandwiches :)
and chris was nice enough to SWIFTLY grab a egg and tuna sandwich. that might
not sound appetizing but i guess most of my friends know:
I EAT ANYTHING
in small amounts :) ( except yoghurt, i can finish a tub in two days, stone me once more)
daisy was being horribly gentlemanly and queuing to take A WHOLE MOUNTAIN of food
which was quite terrifying and i must give it to him for being soooo COURAGEOUS to carry
that dish. i would have melted in my embarrassment. or not.
why do i have the feeling that while i'm typing this, all of my classmates and recess table friends
are like studying their butts off ?
oh well! i'll regret this later, but i miss LJing :D
OHOHOH BIG NEWS !!!
i'll just write it here so that only people who read my lj will know this:
CHAISY SHEN DID NOT HAVE RECESS ON FRIDA Y
she was too lazy to run down from the fourth floor and her tummy wasnt
calling out to her ( MIRACLE I KNOW!! )
so this is a historical event and must berecorded down :D:D
i'm sure many will be amazed
last thoughts : thinking of borrowing a prom dress instead
and daddy's leaving for canada tomorrow :( :(:(:(:( ( i think)
an apology is so not enough :D so i'll just dive right in :)
i've just found out how disgusting caviar is
BUT
the STRANGE thang is... i still like it!
GOSH stone me people stone me.
enjoying sushi for 5 dollars and fifty cents
seriously, taka's cold storage sushi is THE BEST :)
and cheap at the same time! double happiness :)
BUT the yoghurt there is KILLING my wallet! it's like 6 dollars thirty for the
wonderful marigold tub :(:(:( the price to pay for a yoghurt lover: money.
PETER AND KELDA's wedding today. i was sooooo underdress.
LOUNGE SUIT was the attire.
BUT i sorta looked like some korean girly thing person
haha we started grabbing food without queuing during the reception cause well
we'll have to blame that on Jeremy .... he gave us the courage to snatch
cream puffs and sandwiches :)
and chris was nice enough to SWIFTLY grab a egg and tuna sandwich. that might
not sound appetizing but i guess most of my friends know:
I EAT ANYTHING
in small amounts :) ( except yoghurt, i can finish a tub in two days, stone me once more)
daisy was being horribly gentlemanly and queuing to take A WHOLE MOUNTAIN of food
which was quite terrifying and i must give it to him for being soooo COURAGEOUS to carry
that dish. i would have melted in my embarrassment. or not.
why do i have the feeling that while i'm typing this, all of my classmates and recess table friends
are like studying their butts off ?
oh well! i'll regret this later, but i miss LJing :D
OHOHOH BIG NEWS !!!
i'll just write it here so that only people who read my lj will know this:
CHAISY SHEN DID NOT HAVE RECESS ON FRIDA
she was too lazy to run down from the fourth floor and her tummy wasnt
calling out to her ( MIRACLE I KNOW!! )
so this is a historical event and must berecorded down :D:D
i'm sure many will be amazed
last thoughts : thinking of borrowing a prom dress instead
and daddy's leaving for canada tomorrow :( :(:(:(:( ( i think)
- Mood:
drunk
last week, mother pulled out all the old clothes that she wanted to donate slash give to my nieces in malaysia
since she was making a trip back to bring D24 durians from my grandfather's plantation :D
i chanced across my old st margeret's uniform, i was only there for a year, when i was 9.
LOGIC would tell you that it was impossible to fit into this little dress that i wore seven years ago,
but my middle name aint logic is it!

muahaha, i was practically bursting the seams, but hey! who says the polka dot uniform is ugly!
i think its the cutest dress in the world! i might even bring it to the tailor to make it wearable :D
haa and i dont think the sc uniform can actually look so much like a prom dress
prelims is the hot topic nowadays, but i haven't started the intensivestudy that everyone else is chionging now
but i know i can do it!
goodbye once again for a long while :D
since she was making a trip back to bring D24 durians from my grandfather's plantation :D
i chanced across my old st margeret's uniform, i was only there for a year, when i was 9.
LOGIC would tell you that it was impossible to fit into this little dress that i wore seven years ago,
but my middle name aint logic is it!
muahaha, i was practically bursting the seams, but hey! who says the polka dot uniform is ugly!
i think its the cutest dress in the world! i might even bring it to the tailor to make it wearable :D
haa and i dont think the sc uniform can actually look so much like a prom dress
prelims is the hot topic nowadays, but i haven't started the intensivestudy that everyone else is chionging now
but i know i can do it!
goodbye once again for a long while :D
- Mood:
chipper
okay all this hoohaa about H1N1 is really only hitting me today
reason?
i have been into the unknown world of air kuning :D
my momma's hometown
spent the entire four days three nights lazing around and doing absolutely nothing
which is great for me, bad for the list of homework that hs been left untouched :D

are we colourful or are we colourful:D
one love got talent was really full of talent!
most of the people who sang could easily make it beyond singapore idol
seriously, i'm not bragging.
and we got third, which is miracle galore :D
but then we realised that each person got around 20 bucks...
well the experience was all that mattered ( that's what we say to console ourselves but hey! i mean it! )
lemme introduce you to my mother
'
of course, that was twenty years ago.., heh
and now,

heh
she's as adorable as ever :D

this is us literally waiting for the cows to come home

those are my uncles cows :D

you must be really careful when taking the baby!
if you arent quick enough the mom would come after you and you're a gonner! :D
but he's soooooooooo adorable!



and these are my nieces:)
my cousin has 5 kids, a pair of twins and three more girls :D
and i have about older nieces that are like three years younger than me...
but not to the extent where they're younger :D
in total of 8 them little ones :)
(aishah you must be soooo jealous)
kay this is my family ( extended)


i heart my family :D
reason?
i have been into the unknown world of air kuning :D
my momma's hometown
spent the entire four days three nights lazing around and doing absolutely nothing
which is great for me, bad for the list of homework that hs been left untouched :D
are we colourful or are we colourful:D
one love got talent was really full of talent!
most of the people who sang could easily make it beyond singapore idol
seriously, i'm not bragging.
and we got third, which is miracle galore :D
but then we realised that each person got around 20 bucks...
well the experience was all that mattered ( that's what we say to console ourselves but hey! i mean it! )
lemme introduce you to my mother
of course, that was twenty years ago.., heh
and now,
heh
she's as adorable as ever :D
this is us literally waiting for the cows to come home
those are my uncles cows :D
you must be really careful when taking the baby!
if you arent quick enough the mom would come after you and you're a gonner! :D
but he's soooooooooo adorable!
and these are my nieces:)
my cousin has 5 kids, a pair of twins and three more girls :D
and i have about older nieces that are like three years younger than me...
but not to the extent where they're younger :D
in total of 8 them little ones :)
(aishah you must be soooo jealous)
kay this is my family ( extended)
i heart my family :D
- Mood:
bouncy
it may seem as if i had abandoned my live journal, but HERE I AM!
please human beings, if you havent tried yella fella cheese fries, you are missing out on life.















oh my gosh RIGHT?!!
there's one at bugis, and my experience yesterday proves to me that this stall is famous worldwide
there were a bunch of tourists walking around in front of us and started saying " OO yella fella fries!
where do they get them? is it here?!"
and such, so we decided to be good citizens and told them where we bought those awesome fries
and then terence the fart said when they were gone, " we should ask them 'do you have any friends,
maybe we can exchange some numbers or something.. ' "
FINALLY visited the kohs yesterday, it was memorable
FINALLY got filled in on things that i was missing out
which was A LOT
like a WHOLE chapter
this weeks a busy week
i'll have to practice for one love
one love got talent
piano auditions, in front of miss goo! THE HORROR!!!!!!
and of course try and enjoy what's left of this crappy holiday :(
I'M SURE everyone in this cohort would be feeling the same way as me
INITIALLY: YAYYYYYYE ITS THE HOLS FINALLY!!!!
AFTER SHOCK: damn it. they stole two weeks from us. that's like half of it gone.
and we will all ask ourselves and each other the question:
WHAT HOLIDAY?
but hey, hey somethings different in my world today, changed my traffic sign to a prada yellow! :D
sorry for breaking out in song, i havent done that in a long time eh?
OKAY here i am, once again, (torn into pieces, right i shall stop here)
dictating all the movies that i have watched this month. here to confess:
MONSTERS VERSUS ALIENS

DANCE SUBARU

NIGHT AT THE MUSEUM 2

basically, i've been a frequent movie goer. :D
please human beings, if you havent tried yella fella cheese fries, you are missing out on life.














oh my gosh RIGHT?!!
there's one at bugis, and my experience yesterday proves to me that this stall is famous worldwide
there were a bunch of tourists walking around in front of us and started saying " OO yella fella fries!
where do they get them? is it here?!"
and such, so we decided to be good citizens and told them where we bought those awesome fries
and then terence the fart said when they were gone, " we should ask them 'do you have any friends,
maybe we can exchange some numbers or something.. ' "
FINALLY visited the kohs yesterday, it was memorable
FINALLY got filled in on things that i was missing out
which was A LOT
like a WHOLE chapter
this weeks a busy week
i'll have to practice for one love
one love got talent
piano auditions, in front of miss goo! THE HORROR!!!!!!
and of course try and enjoy what's left of this crappy holiday :(
I'M SURE everyone in this cohort would be feeling the same way as me
INITIALLY: YAYYYYYYE ITS THE HOLS FINALLY!!!!
AFTER SHOCK: damn it. they stole two weeks from us. that's like half of it gone.
and we will all ask ourselves and each other the question:
WHAT HOLIDAY?
but hey, hey somethings different in my world today, changed my traffic sign to a prada yellow! :D
sorry for breaking out in song, i havent done that in a long time eh?
OKAY here i am, once again, (torn into pieces, right i shall stop here)
dictating all the movies that i have watched this month. here to confess:
MONSTERS VERSUS ALIENS

DANCE SUBARU

NIGHT AT THE MUSEUM 2

basically, i've been a frequent movie goer. :D
- Mood:
thirsty
hello!
i am a very happy girl :D
my live journal even has a cake for me!
and it has a big 10! on it....
okay...
so blur..
i was really emotional this morning because well i realised that tgf really give me anything. i guess its the years that count
and i shouldnt really bother that much
but it was definitely getting to me :(
and in the morning i already had so many wishes
which was suppose to be a consolation
i came to school and aishah ( the perfect mastermind)
came and " rubbed it in" that she didnt buy me anything
i could feel that lynn forgot too
but all was forgiven during recess :D :D :D :D :D :D
i love all of you in the recess table
heh
they fooled me alright
saying happy birthday and presenting to me the traditional cake
singing happy birthday with so little gusto it made me a lil sadder than i was
then aishah came back from "studying chem" after adilah appeared out of no where
aishah was like " let me go...."
then huda was like " where are you going?!"
aishah: " to sit down!" and she sat down hastily
i was still munching on my jelly ( traditional cake) it was so yellow and cute
and that scene made me laugh
everyone then started getting up and disappearing and i even said out loud " where's everyone?"
THEN
hahahahaahhahahahahahahahahhahahaahahhah ahahahahaahhaahahahahahah
okay i should calm down
but it was the best
truly awesome
even though after miss seow's class i have learnt to use the word awesome more wisely
it was AWESOME!!
so you can imagine
the cake was great
and i forgot who said they were lazy to put sixteen candles and so they only put one :D
:D
but it was such a surprise
aishah the mastermind
i found myself staring at a huge, okay not so huge, chocolate cake and everyone was so jolly singing around me
i couldnt believe it, they must have made such a fuss bringing the cake from the stall all the way. and i sat with my back
facing the stalls, making it all the more shocking. :D
so smart you guys
KUDOS TO AISHAH JILLIAN RANITA MONI JOYS LYN ADILAH STEPH HUDA AND ELLE ( who actually was a major role in this "scheme" cause they tricked me that we were celebrating elle's farewell :) and yes, it worked)
I LOVE YOU GUYS
and all the people who wished me happy birthday know that i love you all so much :D
i am a very happy girl :D
my live journal even has a cake for me!
and it has a big 10! on it....
okay...
so blur..
i was really emotional this morning because well i realised that tgf really give me anything. i guess its the years that count
and i shouldnt really bother that much
but it was definitely getting to me :(
and in the morning i already had so many wishes
which was suppose to be a consolation
i came to school and aishah ( the perfect mastermind)
came and " rubbed it in" that she didnt buy me anything
i could feel that lynn forgot too
but all was forgiven during recess :D :D :D :D :D :D
i love all of you in the recess table
heh
they fooled me alright
saying happy birthday and presenting to me the traditional cake
singing happy birthday with so little gusto it made me a lil sadder than i was
then aishah came back from "studying chem" after adilah appeared out of no where
aishah was like " let me go...."
then huda was like " where are you going?!"
aishah: " to sit down!" and she sat down hastily
i was still munching on my jelly ( traditional cake) it was so yellow and cute
and that scene made me laugh
everyone then started getting up and disappearing and i even said out loud " where's everyone?"
THEN
hahahahaahhahahahahahahahahhahahaahahhah
okay i should calm down
but it was the best
truly awesome
even though after miss seow's class i have learnt to use the word awesome more wisely
it was AWESOME!!
so you can imagine
the cake was great
and i forgot who said they were lazy to put sixteen candles and so they only put one :D
:D
but it was such a surprise
aishah the mastermind
i found myself staring at a huge, okay not so huge, chocolate cake and everyone was so jolly singing around me
i couldnt believe it, they must have made such a fuss bringing the cake from the stall all the way. and i sat with my back
facing the stalls, making it all the more shocking. :D
so smart you guys
KUDOS TO AISHAH JILLIAN RANITA MONI JOYS
I LOVE YOU GUYS
and all the people who wished me happy birthday know that i love you all so much :D
- Mood:
loved
if i haven't taken the liberty of telling you this was how i spent my holiday yesterday...




and one episode of

heh yes i'm a tv addict right in front of you :)
and they were all EXTREMELY entertaining!




and one episode of

heh yes i'm a tv addict right in front of you :)
and they were all EXTREMELY entertaining!
- Location:function a function b
- Mood:
accomplished - Music:ranting