i just realised ( well not just, maybe like last night) that it is impossible to post with an i touch
i spent at least fifteen minutes trying to type but it wouldn't work :(
so sooner or later, i had to give up

it's been a crazy month
but whatever that happens around me doesn't really concern me directly ( strictly speaking)
however, it's been affecting many people who are very dear to me.

"let it go, let it roll right off your shoulder"
but the hardest part ain't over
sometimes i just wanna close my eyes and pretend i know nothing

on a lighter note:D
CAMERON HIGHLANDS NEXT WEEK!
can't wait to slurp kimchi ramen in chilly weather and look up at the blue blue sky :)
then the very day after i come back.........
KOREA!!!! :):):)
the good thing is, my family doesn't have to plan anything for this!
auntie dorcas is doing all the preparations and planning
so all we have to do is sit back and have FUN
and guess what.
IT'S MY FIRST TIME I AM COMING INTO CONTACT WITH SNOW!!!!
MUAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA
I might sound like an extreme no-lifer but i am truly excited.
Sixteen years and i haven't seen snow, not even fake snow at snow city
the closest i've got to experiencing things fallling down in great masses that isn't
rain is at tanglin mall :D haha BUBBLE SNOW
just pray that i dont freeze there :)

I end by praying that everyone could be together laughing again, that's my only hope :)

ps. It seems we don't have a proper group photo eh? someday.....

today my papa came back from canada
tomorrow him and me mama are heading off for israel
HELP ME

so my dad bought me a BEAR :D:D:D
its burgundy and absolutely grumpy
but i love it!
here a family photo :)

the big brown was bought when i was like 12? at isetan :D
the blondie was given as a birthday present when i still hang out with my cousins and my auntie remembers my birthday
the scgs bear
and bear from new york :D

alright chingoos
here's the little one!
that's the mom running behind

so adorable! :):) the poor little one getting squished by it's mama's fat butt :)
twelve more days to fat day
one more day to music practical and parents christian bailing on me
26 more days to the national exams

heh i dont really care about countdowns

as everyone in THE ENTIRE school knows
we have an ang moh teacher:
PETER NAEFF
okay so he's often been the topic of our canteen table
and so this is the quote of the day

I WANT IN BODY
By jillian terese teo :D
the catch is, she said it so quickly it sounded like
I WANT HIS BODY
which is awfully disturbing if you think about it, in all aspects :D
i'm so sorry jillian but it was a request by the canteen table :)

i can honestly say nothing about my absence
an apology is so not enough :D so i'll just dive right in :)
i've just found out how disgusting caviar is
BUT
the STRANGE thang is... i still like it!
GOSH stone me people stone me.

enjoying sushi for 5 dollars and fifty cents
seriously, taka's cold storage sushi is THE BEST :)
and cheap at the same time! double happiness :)
BUT the yoghurt there is KILLING my wallet! it's like 6 dollars thirty for the
wonderful marigold tub :(:(:( the price to pay for a yoghurt lover: money.

PETER AND KELDA's wedding today. i was sooooo underdress.
LOUNGE SUIT was the attire. 
BUT i sorta looked like some korean girly thing person
haha we started grabbing food without queuing during the reception cause well
we'll have to blame that on Jeremy .... he gave us the courage to snatch
cream puffs and sandwiches :)
and chris was nice enough to SWIFTLY  grab a egg and tuna sandwich. that might
not sound appetizing but i guess most of my friends know:
I EAT ANYTHING
in small amounts :) ( except yoghurt, i can finish a tub in two days, stone me once more)
daisy was being horribly gentlemanly and queuing to take A WHOLE MOUNTAIN of food
which was quite terrifying and i must give it to him for being soooo COURAGEOUS to carry
that dish. i would have melted in my embarrassment. or not.

why do i have the feeling that while i'm typing this, all of my classmates and recess table friends
are like studying their butts off ?
oh well! i'll regret this later, but i miss LJing :D

OHOHOH BIG NEWS !!!
i'll just write it here so that only people who read my lj will know this:
CHAISY SHEN DID NOT HAVE RECESS ON FRIDAY
she was too lazy to run down from the fourth floor and her tummy wasnt
calling out to her ( MIRACLE I KNOW!! )
so this is a historical event and must berecorded down :D:D
i'm sure many will be amazed

last thoughts : thinking of borrowing a prom dress instead
                          and daddy's leaving for canada tomorrow :( :(:(:(:(  ( i think)

last week, mother pulled out all the old clothes that she wanted to donate slash give to my nieces in malaysia
since she was making a trip back to bring D24 durians from my grandfather's plantation :D
i chanced across my old st margeret's uniform, i was only there for a year, when i was 9.
LOGIC would tell you that it was impossible to fit into this little dress that i wore seven years ago,
but my middle name aint logic is it!

muahaha, i was practically bursting the seams, but hey! who says the polka dot uniform is ugly!
i think its the cutest dress in the world! i might even bring it to the tailor to make it wearable :D
haa and i dont think the sc uniform can actually look so much like a prom dress

prelims is the hot topic nowadays, but i haven't started the intensivestudy that everyone else is chionging now
but i know i can do it!
goodbye once again for a long while :D

okay all this hoohaa about H1N1 is really only hitting me today
reason?
i have been into the unknown world of air kuning :D
my momma's hometown
spent the entire four days three nights lazing around and doing absolutely nothing
which is great for me, bad for the list of homework that hs been left untouched :D

are we colourful or are we colourful:D
one love got talent was really full of talent!
most of the people who sang could easily make it beyond singapore idol
seriously, i'm not bragging.
and we got third, which is miracle galore :D
but then we realised that each person got around 20 bucks...
well the experience was all that mattered ( that's what we say to console ourselves but hey! i mean it! )

lemme introduce you to my mother
'
of course, that was twenty years ago.., heh
and now,

heh
she's as adorable as ever :D

this is us literally waiting for the cows to come home

those are my uncles cows :D

you must be really careful when taking the baby!
if you arent quick enough the mom would come after you and you're a gonner! :D
but he's soooooooooo adorable!




and these are my nieces:)
my cousin has 5 kids, a pair of twins and three more girls :D
and i have about older nieces that are like three years younger than me...
but not to the extent where they're younger :D
in total of 8 them little ones :)
(aishah you must be soooo jealous)

kay this is my family ( extended)



i heart my family :D

it may seem as if i had abandoned my live journal, but HERE I AM!
please human beings, if you havent tried yella fella cheese fries, you are missing out on life.


oh my gosh RIGHT?!!
 there's one at bugis, and my experience yesterday proves to me that this stall is famous worldwide
there were a bunch of tourists walking around in front of us and started saying " OO yella fella fries!
where do they get them? is it here?!"
and such, so we decided to be good citizens and told them where we bought those awesome fries
and then terence the fart said when they were gone, " we should ask them 'do you have any friends,
maybe we can exchange some numbers or something.. ' "

FINALLY visited the kohs yesterday, it was memorable
FINALLY got filled in on things that i was missing out
which was A LOT
like a WHOLE chapter
this weeks a busy week
i'll have to practice for one love
one love got talent
piano auditions, in front of miss goo! THE HORROR!!!!!!
and of course try and enjoy what's left of this crappy holiday :(
I'M SURE everyone in this cohort would be feeling the same way as me
INITIALLY: YAYYYYYYE ITS THE HOLS FINALLY!!!!
AFTER SHOCK: damn it. they stole two weeks from us. that's like half of it gone.
and we will all ask ourselves and each other the question:
WHAT HOLIDAY?
but hey, hey somethings different in my world today, changed my traffic sign to a prada yellow! :D
sorry for breaking out in song, i havent done that in a long time eh?

OKAY here i am, once again, (torn into pieces, right i shall stop here)
dictating all the movies that i have watched this month. here to confess:
MONSTERS VERSUS ALIENS

DANCE SUBARU

NIGHT AT THE MUSEUM 2

basically, i've been a frequent movie goer. :D

hello!
i am a very happy girl :D
my live journal even has a cake for me!
and it has a big 10! on it....
okay...
so blur..
i was really emotional this morning because well i realised that tgf really give me anything. i guess its the years that count
and i shouldnt really bother that much
but it was definitely getting to me :(
and in the morning i already had so many wishes
which was suppose to be a consolation
i came to school and aishah ( the perfect mastermind)
came and " rubbed it in" that she didnt buy me anything
i could feel that lynn forgot too
but all was forgiven during recess :D :D :D :D :D :D
i love all of you in the recess table
heh
they fooled me alright
saying happy birthday and presenting to me the traditional cake
singing happy birthday with so little gusto it made me a lil sadder than i was
then aishah came back from "studying chem" after adilah appeared out of no where
aishah was like " let me go...."
then huda was like " where are you going?!" 
aishah: " to sit down!" and she sat down hastily
i was still munching on my jelly ( traditional cake) it was so yellow and cute
and that scene made me laugh
everyone then started getting up and disappearing and i even said out loud " where's everyone?"

THEN

hahahahaahhahahahahahahahahhahahaahahhahahahahahaahhaahahahahahah


okay i should calm down
but it was the best
truly awesome
even though after miss seow's class i have learnt to use the word awesome more wisely
it was AWESOME!!
so you can imagine
the cake was great
and i forgot who said they were lazy to put sixteen candles and so they only put one :D
 :D
but it was such a surprise
aishah the mastermind
i found myself staring at a huge, okay not so huge, chocolate cake and everyone was so jolly singing around me
i couldnt believe it, they must have made such a fuss bringing the cake from the stall all the way. and i sat with my back
facing the stalls, making it all the more shocking. :D
so smart you guys
KUDOS TO AISHAH JILLIAN RANITA MONI JOYSLYN ADILAH STEPH HUDA AND ELLE ( who actually was a major role in this "scheme" cause they tricked me that we were celebrating elle's farewell :) and  yes, it worked) 
I LOVE YOU GUYS 
and all the people who wished me happy birthday know that i love you all so much :D

if i haven't taken the liberty of telling you this was how i spent my holiday yesterday...

and one episode of


heh yes i'm a tv addict right in front of you :)

and they were all EXTREMELY entertaining!

happy mommy's day to you too :)

i guess i have to stop avoiding many issues now
so i am here to address
many people must be wondering about drama's SYF results
and how we people ( syf drama team) must be reacting to this terrible news of getting a silver
i cant believe it. it was over in a blink
and i couldnt care less if other schools like RI and Hwa Chong got silver too
but the thing is, when the news hit
it didnt quite hit home
which happened to many of us
i thought it was a joke!
so i didnt know how to react to it at all
except to disregard the entire issue
:(
but hey , i know the team had absolutely NO REGRETS.
and i am proud of what we have accomplished ; DISCIPLINE AND LOVE FOR EACH OTHER
a lot coming from the group that despised juniors at first :)
sigh i guess having our hopes high aint good
we should always expect a copper
nothing else would dampen our spirits then :D
what am i saying....
we should aim high and aim further when we fail

yesterday during SS lesson
i was feeling so not me
that i said Fu**ter instead of Factor by mistake
it was really loud
and it didnt feel like i said it
cause in my brain i was thinking factor factor
but to the people who turned around and stared at me like i was some fool
well, it was plain vulgar
personally, i cant say the f word without feeling rather weird
and off
so i guess God knows that i didnt mean what spilled out of my mouth :D
wonder what mrs hee thought....

you must be thinking, well well well here comes chaisy telling us how yet
ANOTHER guy has just fallen her hot body, amazing features and ever-so-attactive
personality
hehe well it's true!
i personally don't believe in liking someone so much when you haven't even spoken to
that person yet
let alone know their character and awful habits
which all human beings are bound to have
and i guess this time it  IS kinda weird
because this dude that popped into my life out of no where
fell into a scary crush even though we have not met in our entire lives!
like in person
i didnt really remember him in any events
until one day...
two of my church friends (who are actually dudes in their twenties and one is
actually getting married in december) started snickering in front of me about how
they the other church needs to prepare dowry for my marriage over.. sigh
THAT was when i chance upon this whole love at first or maybe second sight issue
apparently TGF 1 went to go pry and reveal the entire thing to the entire world
i wasnt even sure whether this was the actual dude
you see, being a curious little girl at the age of sixteen, anything can interest you.
so i started on my research
narrowing down to the church he was in
to which events i went to
because he said that he would go to any event that i went to
then came along TGF 1 who had ask another guy in the same church about mr LAFS
and informed me that he was really cute, and talented too
i beg to differ
pictures are evidence that cannot lie
i think i rattle on about dudes more than my own life

so today
piano lesson
havent got scolded in a LOOOONG time
and found myself on the edge of tears when my piano teacher executed me
with her words for my own good
she's awesome i tell you
i sucked it in and told myself to be strong
on my way to piano i spotted jeremy on the edge of the bridge and waved like a maniac
when i finally made my way down to the bottom of the overhead bridge on the other side
he just had to scare me with a sudden question of
" WHERE ARE YOU GOING?" it was not like give time to say hi or take a break after climbing
it was immediate
like when you turn around someone jumps up in front of you and says " KOWABANGA!"
it just makes you feel vulnerable
but the bus saved me and i took refuge
then later that day after piano lesson
TGF 5 called and asked me if i wanted to go watch the soccer match where mr LAFS was
i obviously chose to sleep and watch family outing and maybe do a little a math
:D

daisy has been on the phone every sunday
i think its to keep his mind off when he goes back inside
he doesnt really like that feeling and  i can and cant understand at the same time
its kinda like piano lesson
but saturday i'll try to jam with him if i have the strength :)
alright i'm tired!nighty
BTW global warming is getting on my nerves....

ARE YOU READY!!!
THE MOST AWESOME PAWSOME DAY OF MEEE LIFE!

we loook so toot
but excited !

on the way to kallang leisure park

FINALLY WE GET INNNNN!!!!
fans for the FANS

ANTICIPATION!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
A LIGHT!
he'S HERE!
WITH TOKA AND HIS SUPERBAND
the beautiful stage!

AH SO CUTE:D
singing lucky with JOY CHUA
its times like this you wish you were someone else :)
LOOK UP AT THE SKY!

toka rivera! TEDDY!
many videos but i cant upload :(
I LOVE MRAZ!!!!

yesterday, i was acting upon a random thought:
LEMME GO WATCH MARLEY AND ME WITH AISHAH
while not exactly marley and me, but yeah. a movie.
we were studying physics and at the point we were gonna give up,
aishah made a comment: i feel like watching a movie :(
i looked at her with the you-know-what-i'm-thinking-now? look
at we started laughing like nobody's business because we were feeling so ecstatic
about the almost impossible thought of watching a movie:D
marley and me was sooooo sweet :)
even aishah the animal hater thought it was warm and fuzzy :D
THAT'S saying something
so this is the first time i've acted so spontaneously in a VERY, VERY, VERY!long time :)
felt pretty good!

today, the day finally came where the entire syf team gets scolded for not taking syf seriously
i have a feeling this happens every two years
and its really not because we were being complacent
like the sec 4s have their head stuffed with biology, ( except i dont take bio :D)
and the young ones havent gone through such an experience yet :)
its all part of the process
so DRAMA LETS BUCK UP AND WORK HARD TOGETHER FOR THAT GOLD WITH HONOURS!

and today, jia hui enlightened me upon the fact that getting COPPER, meant getting certificate of participation
heh, never knew that till today
how newbie
i think i'm gonna go off now
will be back soon
i hope!
not
maybe
yes!


FRIED CHICKEN WINGS ARE THE BEST!
but i'm pumping my tyre :(

haha once again i apologise :D
first of all, this week has been absolutely CHAOTIC!!! :)
but fun nonetheless
better make this quick
kay thursday, drama, i'm soooooo sorry i didnt take the re-rehearsal seriously and laughed half way :( i guess
i was just laughing at how stupid i was for forgetting the lines i went through soooo many times
SO SORRY TO ALL THE DRAMLETS!
friday yet another scary day
okay sooooo morning school, then afternoon i went for music elective then at night i went for claire devine's play :D

kay this is a horrid picture
but the play was THE most hilarious one :)
sigh just full of surprises even till the end
so sorry but today's the last day you can get to catch it :D
DRAMA'S SO MUCH CLOSER THAN EVER 
and then i realised that i have been up and out for about 17 hours that day :p

alright saturday : had to go for rehearsal once again  :D which was fun
CHAISY YOU MUST WORK HARD IN NOT LETTING YOUR GUARD DOWN :D
this is sooooo not the year to get into a relationship
so self control is of the essence
but
NO BUTS :D
anyway we had a night service and we did an impromtu free worship which turned out pretty well i must say
all glory to God
I HAVE DECIDED
ACJC
haha that was random but yeah
i guess even though its kinda far
i can do it for two years
i think
even though my Dad totally thinks that that school is for snobs
i beg to differ and i know that i will stnad firm and not be influence if he is speaking the truth about that school

sunday
after service, we went off to the singapore to take an unsuccessful free ride at the singapore flyer
we ended up eating popeye :)
fat terence caused me to walk so many unnecessary kilometres because of his lameness
he said there was an mrt station under marina square and said i could hit him 20 times if there wasnt
so now currently he owes me 15 :D
haha shant be sooooo violent
alright finally a note to that special someone whom i dont think would be checking this anyway will be reflected in the next friends only post

i shall go by chronological order :)
FIRST UP :
chinese new year




okay all very unglam :0 but that's what you do when you're in a car and you're waiting to go get ang pao :)
on the way there we saw
THE LADY BIRD RIDE!!!! WOOT WOOT!
heh :D
as usual got the red envelopes coming in, even though there was economic crisis :D
and that was the day i saw my grandfather for the first time in about ten years, the thing is i didnt even know
how he looked like, it was exciting. i always had that very blur memory of him , when i was and in  a banquet and
i saw his face while he was looking over his back at me,i think i was 4 or 5 then. too small.
my impression of him as skinny and frail was wrong, he had a belly!
sigh, i'm quite content now. i got my first ang pao from my grandpa stuck in my diary :D

NEXT:
charity event
okay i screwed up. the keyboard quit on me, it couldnt change instrument and i had to off it,
soooo scary!  when i restarted it, i pressed the end buttons and a drumbeat came up, so anticlimax :P heh
but i mannaged to sorta save it
LOUSY YAMAHA THING
but we were all dressed up and really really glamorous :D


yay! haha, well this week has been rather horrible in the sense that i know for sure that i wont do well for both my tests sigh
Lord i'm guilty for what happened..... all the carelessness. and watching korean dramas and well ya know...

BUTTTTTTTTT DRAMAAAAA ISSSSS DEE BOMBBBB!!!!
hahah! i think we've gotten so much closer this year, plus the camp that we've always thought would never ever happen

especially after all these years has come true!!!! :D :D :D :D :D :D
it's gonna be LEGENDARY :) thank you thank you

SYF, two months left, gonna be okay

GUESS WHO'S GOING TO MRAZ'S CONCERT!!!!!!!
i'm soooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo looking forward to be able see him in real life :D heh
so funnay, great songs great concert great bunch.
THANK YOU LORD!!
 

i dont really think anyone reads this blog thing... that's why i havent been posting lately
and well the other contributing reason would be...... i was spending my time watching ponyo and the cliff
( which is.... AWESOME!!!!) and i cried, apparently a person who cries easily in movies ( MOVIES ONLY...)
once i watched moulin rouge and started crying soooooo badly that my mom started laughing at me
yes, it was that bad :)
i have also been indulging in other stuff likee er....
 lemme see, SUPER JUNIOR EXPLORING THE HUMAN BODY!!!
its so bio and so educating and so FUNNY! its cool
oh and flight of the conchords, another comedy of my life, all this is available on youtube :)
hahahahah i'm like some advertiser...
NO DONT GO WATCH ONLINE STUFF BECAUSE THEY ARE>>> bad?
hmmmm
i have no idea why its bad.
its not downloading is it?
confusion confusion confusion
oh man tummy ache okay sayo!